hurt poetry

i stood outside for hours under wet weather, but my heart was able to cope with any flood until you said "no" to a happy smooth living...

i tried a lot but there was nothing to change your mind.so you created your own hell without me.and i'm living my own hell without love now.lack of communication puts an end to everything people have.i wish we had some more things to talk about rather than doing.so i'm acting like saying something to you now in my inner world. maybe that can change your image in me.

anyway, we didn't mean to hurt eachother, i think...

human ground

human ground is something illusionary, something out trust.so we should take our trust over inhuman things.because the inhuman is the only steady development in all universe...

the fault

it's not our fault to be seperate,
anyway, we haven't got used to yet...

better off dead

here it is!
the ill fate of men!
look back who is left
before you hit the road..

mourning, grief
not any relief
no place to go
no reason to live!
tell me why are you setting ahead?
even you know you're better off dead!

tell me where is he?
your saviour, your hero!
searching everywhere for him
but the answer is the same "NO"
i said tell me why are you setting ahead?
just close your eyes all bloody red
you can see all the things to regret
but tell me why are you running away???
even you know you're better off dead!!!

old and cold

hope that you still think i am the same old one, anyway, everything grow colder to me as ı grow older to you... and ı lack motive to cheer up anymore....

privacy

it doesn't matter who you are, or what you do.just join me down and trust my pillow.cause it always keeps in secret.

back in beauty

let there be fire, if i need to burn a little more.but never forget that beauty will win some sunny day.and we all will be able to walk along flower gardens...

theory of life...

the whole past theory of your life and all conformity to the lives around you would have to be abandoned, therefore, release me now, before troubling yourself any further, let go your hands from my shoulders, put me down and depart on your way...