theory of life...

the whole past theory of your life and all conformity to the lives around you would have to be abandoned, therefore, release me now, before troubling yourself any further, let go your hands from my shoulders, put me down and depart on your way...

my human landfill

all in all, my life here is nothing more than a human landfill...

and i'm just working so hard to die smart, waiting for the day to come, the clock to strike a quarter past my death...

nothing more that we all ignore...

anyway, there are rooms for all of us in god's place next to the mosh potatoes...

empty closet

my birth is no near,
no reply
to any questions to hear.
some bread to offer,
ı cannot reach.
any breath to take,
out of speech.
can't stay,
can't stand alone.
can't set my poor knees on thorn.
ınto obscurity
my fate was born...

dashed and torn

from all this sea of theft,
only my poor heart is left.
solitary in it's weary self,
my restless pain erects in depth.
all dashed and torn into pieces
my love's been born,
and there's nothing to give
thus you seized all that i believe

paper cut

My dreams are papercut.
They all burn my heart.
My mind, like an earthquake,
Everything falls apart.
And i gradually start
To lose my conscıous part.

bed time loneliness

you gave me,
the freshest of your breath,
the whitest of your bread,
and the purest wines of red;

and now you leave me,
all alone in this bed,
too young to be dead...

tenderness

If you're feeling cold,
I will hold you,
I will warm you,
I will never let you feel alone.
When you're home,
I'll be at home,
to kiss you like your mom.

When you're feeling hurt,
I will hear you,
I will heal you,
And there'll always be some scars to mend.
When you're down,
I'll be your clown,
a nice smile to put on...

one night stand

Don't see me, forget me,

Don't know about me!

Leave the love inside.

We can't stay friends,

After staying up all night.

so hear me and please forget it all!

don't

I'm totally mad, i'm getting insane, just because of you. And i can't understand what you want from me. All i want is a smile, so i'm keen to see your teeth.

Don't let me trust, don't cheat.

Don't make me drown in your dream.

Don't wake, don't make me up.

Don't let this nice dream stop.

I'm bound to your love. Can't find my way out.Thinking about you all night leads the trouble in mind. Whenever i call for past, i cry hard, i must.

don't wake, don't make me up.

don't let this nice dream stop.

why?

I just wanted to say "no", but i couldn't. Now i'm asking you: Why did you push me too into your own hell? Why did you want me to suffer?

bosom friends

I need somewhere to hide,

and someone to confide.

I don't know where to ride

My dull weather night...

feeling stuck?

try to get out your inner self. you're too stressed, you're too weak.everyday of week, getting some more harder,getting boring, getting long, and getting stiffling,but you can't get out. the case is just so bitter.do you have another way to go?

love in use

You want or you don't.
They call it the beginning of the end.
That's the point to come
When i touch your hand.
No matter how much you refuse,
The last thing we abuse
Is love in use.

lost venue

Come! My wasted ritual.The love individual.My honey bee.The non-payable fee.Come back to your self, whatever you be.Come back and believe the thing that makes you relieve.Plant all your inner farms, and let them grow green.And remember" you and i" mean nothing under that tree of bean.

god damn!

YOU! rat child! evil breed! the beast that hell feed! the lowest rate! unwanted sibling of fate! get out! get out my way! you deserve nothing well! there ain't nothing to tell! stay away from me! go down! back down to hell!