143 lbs of meat

sometimes I do mistakes but don't you know I'm human? No one is perfect you know, especially a man of flesh and bones...

cry hard

you were crying when you came,
and i guess if you go
you will cry again.
I've just been next to you to entertain
but all you do is to complain.
So, my baby, now i understand the fact
that no matter how hard i try
and no matter how much you cry
everything between you and me
is just in vain...

I came to you

I didn't tell you not to come,
I came to you again and again.
Now i fold my sorrow
And swallow with a nice brand of whiskey
And if your tears are still wet
Keep them under blanket
So that they won't get the coldness of your heart
But ı always came to you....
Apart from national fests
With all joy of celebrations within
And you lie down reading at the moment...
And i'm still coming...

monologue

my world is starting to turn around you.i mean, when it's morning, i wake up to a day full with the happiness of seeing you again.and the night comes with it's dark and deep cruelty to cut that happiness from the throat.but ı still have the hope to see you here, maybe online huh? well i remember you even if you don't care.maybe i should move my mind to another space. anyway, just forget it all!!